see.no.evil

2012-01-04T17:41:00.001+08:00

I have a feeling ytd you are not at home.

2012-01-04T04:22:00.002+08:00

is a start of a new year and you have been at your peacefully place for 1year in 3days time )): heybro, i miss you. how i wish you can just enter my dream for once and talk to me... is hard to carry on my life without you man, you are the one bringing me so into bmx and you are my idol too!! and you HAVEN TEACH ME SO MANY TRICK!! and YOU NOT YET SIT MY CAR AND GO ROADTRIPS!! missYOUbro. to:huffykhoo.

2012-01-02T04:04:00.002+08:00

i IvanHoJunZe promise SheenaLaoZiLing, i will treat you the best i can do, not gonna let anyone bully you, not gonna call you pig anymore (but you really damn pig leh LOL!.) , not gonna make you upset, make you happy everyday and last but not least I Will Love You With All My Heart.. (:

2011- we have alot of augment but after each augment we love each other more right ? YES, i love you more. i really hope we can meet more time than 1week 1time. 3month 5days we are gonna everyweek meet one time, i wanna spend more time with you before i go in ns and suffer inside, everyday thinking of you and thinking are you fine, anyone bully you ?? hahhaha.

i will start training myself and to pass my napfa so i can celebrate your birthday with you ON THAT DAY!!

i wanna spend my rest of my life with you JUST YOU.

2012- now is the beginning and i really know what to say leh. LOL!! sua, NO COMMENT FOR 2012 LOL!! OKAY BYE! time to help my sister with her room =.=

2012-01-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

1st thing! HAPPYNEWYEAR! hope 2012 will be a better year!!!

Baby promise me she is not gonna go club anymore!!! what if, is when she is high/drunk then she promise me de ? ): i sad too the max bodoh! LOL!! so long nvr use the word "bodoh" now look so weird LOL!!

having a hard time now, cause she laiang the her mood keep swinging free flow de.

My worse day is when she come laiang man! HAHAHA! but I STILL LOVE HER LIKE HOW I DO! LOL!!

2011-12-30T00:29:00.000+08:00

Thought you will meet me alone, end up you meeting xiekang they all also -.-

2011-12-27T17:48:00.002+08:00

I scare when you go club, i will ask for breakup ): cause i really dun like girls that go club. Sorry. I have my reason.

2011-12-27T06:29:00.001+08:00

I'm not a good boyfriend. Whatever i do only will make you angry/sad. If you found better guy out there just let me know. Is hard for me to let you go but i will, cause i wanna see you happy everyday and not sad/angry everyday. I'm sorry for everything i do.

2011-12-27T06:17:00.003+08:00

I never regret knowing you from the start and asking you to be my girlfriend (:

I'm very happy about my life now with you. I just hope that sometime you will think about how i feel at things. But not about today the thing ! "i know is hard for you to sleep when you slept for 15hour ytd but cause the day before ytd the whole day you never sleep what, thats why you will sleep for 15hr !! i dun like you to be tired and stay up so late."

2011-12-27T05:53:00.000+08:00

i need a chill pill.

2011-12-25T12:59:00.001+08:00

"Handmade swan just for me. Hahahaha fucking touched.” hahaha, i buy cookies give you surprise you not touched at all. So? FML?

2011-12-23T18:48:00.001+08:00

I dun blame you. I blame myself for late reply you and make you fall asleep (: but i am use to your false hope already and my heart is dead, i cant feel anything (:

2011-12-20T18:45:00.002+08:00

shall update my blog everyday from today start!!
just finish eating subway footlong sandwiches! damn full now LOL!

okay rest awhile gonna head down bsp and ride! hope will not fall and get injure !!

but every fall i learn something! HAHAHA!! tailwhip later on? see my mood then, keep get injure due to learning tailwhip =.= isit bsp hate me doing that trick ?! HAHA! okay, later talk ! BYE SHEENA! LOL!!

2011-12-20T06:44:00.003+08:00

*My girlf is a scary stalker!! somemore she can step one dunno my blog but end up she know very long time ago already!! LOL! i'm scary of my girlf already ): HAHAHAHA!!~

*Lazy talk about what is going on in my life. LOL! cause this is the place i let out all my anger at thing and ppl. no one love to read my blog. HAHAHA!!

*#NowPlaying JumpStart!!

*MeLove:food/SLZL/cold weather/InTheCarWhenItRain/ SWEET AND BUBBLE AND MANY MORE.

*MeHate:chilli/girl's that club(even my close girl the friend)/backstaber/ and many more.

i look like a girl sia. LOL, but am i cute ? HAHAHA!

2011-12-16T23:35:00.001+08:00

Thought she woke up will straight go bath and meet me then go catch a movie. End up, she woke up 1st thing is watch her show and never thought of meeting me already cause she wake up late. Zzzz, i woke up 1st thing bath change and waiting for her. Endup, she watching her show-.- still can ask me "still going today ah?". Zzzz. Nevermind, i have to use to it.. Dun believe what she promise.
After that i ask her want come my house pei me she say okay but 10plus then she okay cause she need to prepare then i say okay. I never meet timothy and andy cause waiting for her end up 10plus she say not coming already. Everytime last min then tell me she not meet me. Ccb, i fucking hate it and i have lost trust on her.

2011-12-07T03:46:00.003+08:00

thanks for lying to me that you are bathing for 1hr30min, when you are playing maple and you are done bathing in an hour times. i was stupid to believe you at the first place but after i saw your facebook you are playing maple 30min ago. You told me to be free on dec8 the whole day cause you got planning on that day, so i make myself free on that day and now last min you meet your friend on that day and going club at night. thanks and i am gonna rot at home at dec8 cause i told all my friend i am meeting you and going out with you on that day. when i trust you and this is what i get. fake hope. i try my best not to show you attitude and all i got is your attitude. people also have attitude but i give in to you and whenever i not in the wrong i will be the one saying sorry to you and make you happy. whenever something happen in your life, i am there for you but you dun tell me anything you only will reply "nth" that is all and i know if i keep asking you will get angry with me so i will stop asking and change the topic. "To me, i have change alot. in the past i am not like that, i can for no reason angry and breakup with my girlf YES last time i am a playboy, i dun last in any R/S." but now i did not, my friend told me that we cant lastlong you know ?? but i tell myself we will last till we get marry cause i know you are not playing around with me and i really love you. remember that day i saw your phone one guy message you "loveyoutoo". i was so fucking angry and i ask you and you just take the phone away and sleep back, DID YOU THINK HOW I FEEL ? i was so fucking angry that day and lying down on my mum bed trying to cool down and not thinking of breaking up with you, AND YOU? lying down there using phone and sleep -.- after 4FUCKING HOUR, i have cool down and i go over hug you and say "iloveyou" cause i dun wanna make you angry when i am fucking angry -.- how long you want me to give in ? i am tired. i'm scare one day i will explode): "You are those girls friend come first and when you are playing maple you can 30min-1hr then reply me i also dun mind cause i know is my kurma(if i spell right) cause last time i play dota i will after the game then reply my girlf." hahaha.

2011-12-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

your one and only you can count on is inside. then you cant count on me ?

am i your boyf or just a close friend to you ? whenever i ask you thing you will not say and will tell me "nth" when there is something happening. i really hate this feeling. this few days your mood weird weird de. sometime normal sometime mad at something. now whenever you post something at twitter i dun dare to ask you anymore cause when i ask you, you will tell me nth happen and if i keep asking you will get angry and cold reply me -.- i hate it. i want you to share everything to me and not hiding it cause you keep hiding it you will feel damn fuckup de, if you tell me everything you will feel better but i can see you dun trust me at all..

2011-10-23T00:40:00.001+08:00

Hate it .

2011-10-17T20:23:00.001+08:00

Fucking hate maple. Fuck maple!!

2011-10-15T03:28:00.001+08:00

Hi ppl, I back to blogging ! LOL! Just now having my supper at lorong 8 market !! LOL! But is the worse supper I had -.- HAHA!! Okay, gonna go sleep now and wake up at 8.30am!! Bye~

2011-10-10T23:03:00.001+08:00

FUFIH. TAMATW. YTIDWWAEMOM. YIAU.

2011-10-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

dun like her attitude. -.-

2011-10-03T08:07:00.001+08:00

Really hate when someone lie to me. And is hard for me to forgive them cause I have a stubborn Attitude.

This is the first time I give in and act like I am not angry with what she did -.- well done Ivan!! But this would be the last time I doing this.

Going down now and had my breakfast!! Hehe^.^

2011-10-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

Eating ICECREAM for dinner today! LOL!!

2011-09-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

We are just friend.

Letting you test your own medicine (:

I give up!

2011-09-23T03:42:00.001+08:00

what you mean by "All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though." ?
i can feel that, you still love your ex. ):

2011-09-16T16:44:00.001+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
BUBBLEGUM FTW!!

2011-09-16T03:11:00.001+08:00

Will not ask for more. I will cherish what I have now and will not ask for more(:

2011-09-14T15:43:00.001+08:00

WTF!! Something is wrong with er.

2011-09-12T15:01:00.001+08:00

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2011-09-11T21:31:00.001+08:00

My blog is back alive!! I'm at bishanskatepark and the weather is killing me!!!

2011-09-11T21:29:00.001+08:00

Mooring people!! anyone having Monday blue? Haha!! I just wake up and feel damn hungry now. WTF is wrong with me? o.o i dun wanna be a pig ):

2011-09-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

O.o

2011-09-10T23:19:00.001+08:00

Hello auntie >.< she force me to say that!! LOL!

2011-09-10T14:02:00.001+08:00

Ytd go bsp ride till light off then go block 116 eat after that go block 105 slack with shunyee awhile then go home at 12.14am! LOL!! Ohya, reach home Liao I take my camera and lend Carissa, on the way back she call me to help her take things from Chelsea but end up she go with me. LOL!! After that home sweet home!!! (:

2011-09-09T16:36:00.001+08:00

I love this picture!!!

2011-09-09T16:33:00.001+08:00

Nice, got a app for blogger. I will treat my blog as twitter bah. LOL!!

2011-08-25T15:27:00.001+08:00

Today is me and her 1st month and i nvr meet her. haha.
nicely done!

2011-08-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

isit i ask you too much things ? so you keep telling me "idk idk idk".
damn fuck up when i ask you things you keep say idk idk idk you know ?
you like when you ask me thing i all the way say idk ? i bet you dun like too.
is alright, i will give in too you and stop asking you thing and stop knowing you more(:

2011-08-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

cock up feeling i having now. fucking hate those feeling.
and my feeling for you will not fade no matter what happen. IPROMISEYOUTHAT.
but please please 1week must meet me 3days. maybe to you nvr meet is alright but to me nvr meet i will miss you badly and keep anyhow think. sorry.
problem after problem hate this badly! 4more days to our 1month(: and i still dunno what to get and where to go. if you on that day not free, please kill yourself. HAHAHA!

2011-08-19T21:40:00.004+08:00

not gonna care anything, anymore. i'm just gonna sit there and see what is gonna happen. i'm tired, really very tired of everything. lets nature take is course(:

2011-08-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

i really do love you but i cant feel anything from you. thanks.
really feel like giving up and stay single life.
into a R/S is damn stress.

2011-08-02T01:00:00.002+08:00

just read something and making me go crazy really damn crazy.
SMTUFD -.-
and i hate this kind of feeling.
promise mean to be broken. i have understand this(:
not to trust anyone but yourself(:
ivan dun be stupid anymore! HAHAHA!

2011-07-23T07:57:00.003+08:00

babylao, not i dun wanna ask you for stead. is i wanna wait till we really know each other more then i will ask you to be my girlfriend.. iloveyou(:

2011-06-27T05:53:00.004+08:00

hello ppl! i back to blog again(:
this few day is really a fuckup day for me cause the girl that i like call me to give up on her, can see she really dun wanna give me any chance anymore cause i have a bad attitude and hate late reply ? HAHA!! just wanna tell everyone that if you wanna know me ?? and this is me i have a bad attitude and hate late reply!! if you dun like me ? FUCKOFF(: haha.

i have plan my future. i wanna be a fulltime photography. parttime bmx and dancer(:
after my ns i will work hard for the things that i really like and not gonna make my parent down(:

i not gonna get into any R/S, unless that girl really can accept who i am then i will go after her(: andand i must like her too! haha.

2011-06-22T02:40:00.003+08:00

look like we cant get back how we use to be..

and this prove Time Really Change A Person!

i really dunno what to do now.. ):

2011-06-20T01:23:00.003+08:00

have you ever think how i feel when you say those word ?

ya i hate late reply but when you are at home or working you late reply me i nvr say anything cause i know you are busy all those. but when you at outside you late reply me i am worry for you -.- i am not angry all what. i am concern about you but somehow you feel i am angry and say i attitude you =.=

2011-06-13T08:26:00.002+08:00

ytd i was so angry of you cause you say i say the thing is rubbish. do you ever feel how i feel when you say those word?? i bet you dun. maybe is the good thing we stop chatting bah..

i just dunno what are you thinking =.= i ask you how you go home all the and you reply reply me but you can post picture into facebook after an hour i message you what are you doin, you reply me. sorry, you just bathed. =.=

2011-06-08T03:04:00.004+08:00

you have suffer for 2month. sorry!
i dun wish to write anything now but i wanna drink drink drink!!
oshit! this is the fucking 1st time i feel like drinking and i jio my friend -.-
gonna play one game of dota with my friend then i go over find them. lucky they stay at tpy only! if not i have to cab down find them haha. cheer~ i will be alright after drinking(:

2011-05-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

you tell me you was sleeping just now ??

when you can comment at fb and tweet and you told me you going out -.-

what is this ? fuck, i really fuck care everything liao la..

2011-05-24T17:39:00.003+08:00

you are just like my friend(suting) the 1st few month i chat with her, her reply was like 2-4min then reply me. after awhile it become 10-20min -.- haha. you are just like her sia!!

i think last time you will 30min-1hour then reply me lor then i will lazy reply you. haha.

that is how i stop chatting with my friend. haha...

so boring at home now. nth to do. trying to sleep but cant -.- no idea too. LOL!

just now watch the justin biebie never say never, that show is so damn boring -.- wasting my time watching that sia -.- lucky i halfway only! haha. okay i am gonna find something to do. bye ppl~

2011-05-19T21:00:00.001+08:00

what you wan me to do ?

ytd the thing, if you nvr lie to me. You think i will angry ? you think i will not trust you ?
if you tell me everything i will trust and will not show attitude to you -.-
but now you are the one is angry -.- and dunno angry of what.
ytd after the thing i did talk to you but you nvr reply me -.- nice lah hor.
my fault lah. everything my fault. just blame me..

i really have nth to say and just keeping those thing inside my heart.

i will not for nth show you attitude de..

ytd is cause you lie to me -.-

nvm, dun talk about it liao. just take it as everything is my fault (:

you dun wanna message me i understand cause ytd i make you angry. i know.

do whatever you wan that make you happy(:

you got so many ppl to message me, no me is still the same(:

2011-05-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

3day More 1month if we nvr break. ):

2011-05-09T18:45:00.003+08:00

Just change hao(: waiting for your message or call(: I can feel something will happen -.-

I fucking hate ppl that call ME not yet talk finish then Kup my call. Fuckfuckfuck.
Still say diedie will meet ME today end up I say dun wan you straight away say k -.- and all the way you give ME cold reply nice lah hor.
Then you meet Bobby -.- i really dunno what to say lah. But I am not your boyfriend I angry for what ? Jealous for what? Fuck this feeling lah.
You treat ME as what? Can you fucking just tell me? Stop hiding thing behind me.

Why I am so angry cause of this? Why must I show attitude? Fuck it lah. I fuckcare everything Liao. You wan what then what lor. You meet who I care so much for what sia -.- fuck it. Ivan stop it, you care so much what you get? Nth my boy -_-

I'm angry cause you tell me you going home but end up you tell me you meeting Bobby eat dinner.

I will not disturb you anymore but if you message me then I will pei ni chat chat(: hahaha.
You told your ex before if you all break dun patch.. And I think same goes to meee~ hehehe.
We have chat for 1month 2day(: this 1month 2day you are suffering cause I keep showing you attitude haha. This is me I have a cock up attitude. Dunno why too.. (((: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha(:

2011-05-06T04:30:00.004+08:00

i cant feel you really love me. everytime i wanna meet you, you will say you are lazy or tired to go out.. no one know what am i feeling now. fucking really feel like giving up. i putting so much things inside our R/S and this is what i get.
christine know more things about you. sorry.

2011-05-05T15:32:00.005+08:00

I am not angry now. But I am angry cause you morning nvr message me-.- that is all.
Let see you will message me(: my last message make you speechless(: but see you will message ME anot lor.
I not angry, I am stress only. Haha.

3.47pm it have past 26min and you still nvr reply my text -.-
4.22pm fucking 1hour liao ley! fuck la -.- you wan to avoid me ar?
4.31pm LOL! i call you and you say you dunno what to reply =.= BENDAN!

talking to you on the phone and you suddenly laugh -.- think you are reading bobby text or your that friend de(:
and i am listening to welcome to my life(: i nvr talk, you also nvr talk -.- why this few day you so coldcold de?
hahaha. maybe i think too much bah. AND I CANT WAIT TO RIDE MAN! next week!!!~ haha.

2011-05-04T04:21:00.002+08:00

just end my stupid dota that ppl wan to find problem with me when they cant kill me -.- give them my number but none of them call me.. really dunno what to say about those small kid. wan to step big in the game ask me put number i give them and they nvr call me. BEST JOKE EVER!! haha..

baby sorry i use your phone and poke your there, i wanted to take out your phone but poke until then i step one ask you things but i ask wrongly =.= dun angry!! so happy to see you today(: when will you meet me again ley ? haha.
i cant send you to school now but i can wake you up(: so i will wake u up everyday! haha. but i am so damn tired now =.= FASTER 6am PLEASE!~ hahaha. really miss you badly now): and today you so early sleep): cause ytd you sleep for 3hour only -.- then wake up go to school!~ guess tml you not meeting me bah): cause you doing your art??

2011-05-02T19:24:00.007+08:00

You at bugis shopping now and I scare you drop your phone so I say after shopping message ME. But now you nvr messege me I am worry for you! LOL!!! I am a dumbdumb man! Hahahha

Which fucker touch you!!! Fuckfuckfuck. I wanted to call you but I scared you drop your phone!!! Walao, faster reply ME): I am fucking worry now! Fukfuckfucfuckfuck!!!!!!!!

I nvr listen clearly not I dun wan meet you. Call you walk back wait for bus you lazy.
Nvm this is my fault cause I nvr listen clearly I though you come then alone go home plus now very late Liao. Sorry man.
Call you message ME you did not message ME. I shall wait then.

WEBCAM-ING WITH ME!!~ and your webcam SUCK! hahaha. you luck i dunno how to screenshot if not i will post it at here haha.
LOL! you smlie when you looking at me(: hahaha. miss you sososo MUCH!! hahahahhaha. LOL! okay i am bored now. cause your webcam suck hahahahahahhahahahah....... OKAY OKAY I SHALL STOP HERE!!~

you are talking to me on the phone now and you say you dun wanna patch with me.
i wan to know the answer why you dun wanna patch but you dun wanna say.
fine. i have nth to say now and dunno what to do..

sorry if i show you attitude again but i really dunno what to do.
i feel damn fuck up now and i wanna be alone that is what i want now.
i really dunno what are you thinking..

friend keep telling me to let go this R/S but i cant I REALLY CANT.
i really tired of it, i keep thinking why you dun wanna patch i ask you, you keep dun wanna say. you wan me to give up on you isit? if you really wan TELL ME!!
i am fucking tired of it.

okay, i know what to do liao(: i will not leave you but wait for you(: haha.
faster 6am ley!!! i wake u up and i go sleep liao^^ suprise morning call(:

2011-05-02T18:17:00.002+08:00

You at bugis shopping now and I scare you drop your phone so I say after shopping message ME. But now you nvr messege me I am worry for you! LOL!!! I am a dumbdumb man! Hahahha

2011-05-01T23:53:00.003+08:00

just now you came to my house. haha. i am so happy to see you(:
i really love you too deep and i dun wanna lose you but you dun wanna patch):
on the thrusday pls tell me who you choose(: if you nvr choose me i will not be angry i promise(: i will still talk to you but will talk less only(: haha.
guess what, I CAN WALK LIAO! WAHAHAHHAHAA. i walk give my mum see she fuck me sia -.- she say doctor tell me not to use that leg to walk for 2week. lol. i think tuesday i am going back to ride ride ride!~

2011-04-30T20:19:00.006+08:00

just now was at tts hospital to check my leg x-rayed and they say i crack-ed my bone it mean fractured that is why i cant walk and feel so pain. not gonna ride for 1-2month and cant meet you ): FML! you are watching thor again haha. guess you will be bored watching the same movie that you watched haha. i was so happy that you say you coming my house here meet me haha. but too bad i tell you wrong thing then nvr meet up liao haha. i also dun wan you to come cause you come meet me, you will alone go home sia(: later you meeting jenny and bobby ? haha. chill i am not jealous(:

abit regret ytd ride too hardcore -.- cause i feel so boring ride relax and since so long i nvr anyhow ride liao so ytd i anyhow till i fractured my ankle =.= well done ivan(: i am gonna ride relax everytime!! no more anyhow! haha.
i shall go in the room rest and wait for your message(: bye ppl!~

i wanted to ask you for patch just now but i promise you not to ask liao. haha.
i really wan a patch for you now! i not scare you hurt me again. i dunno why am i so deso to patch with you sia =.=

really wan to know what are you thinking and why you dun wanna patch with me):
cause you like bobby more then me ? that is why you dun wan to patch ?
i everyday stress about this question =.= i wan a answer from you but you keep telling me idk ):
baby, i really wan to know who you choose that all. you tell me one time i will not ask you anymore. promise!!!!

dun treat me so good when you dun wanna patch. i really dunno why i will say that =.= is like suddenly this thing come out from no where in my mind and i just tell you. sorry. this is like the 1st R/S i so stress and dun wanna lose you..
sorry but if you dun wish to patch with me just let me know(: and we will be friend 4ever ? (:

2011-04-29T20:18:00.006+08:00

Now chilling at bishanskatepark just have a bad fall and my leg like a pig now -.- fuckmylife. Two year of ridding and now I feel this fuck up pain. I choose not to chat with Gina now cause i scare I will attitude her or make her angry): sorry my dear(: how I wish you are right beside me now): haha. But you with Liyi,kc,phy and Bobby. And you will not come find me now if I call you to come(: Haha.. Later post again. Trying to ride now with my pig leg):

Okay the answer is no. My leg just touch the fall one time pain like fuck. Ccb la. Tml I wanna go ride dirt and now I having a pig leg -.- I am going to miss the fun again -.-

Can reply in Facebook but nvr reply my text. 25min -.- understood your phone low batt haha.
My leg is still so so pain. And I can't walk -.- fuck

2011-04-28T20:07:00.011+08:00

At sky garden now, gina wanted to do her home work but she dunno. Lousy!!! Haha.
I am wonder how will I die! I WANT TO DIE PEACEFULLY WITH NO PAIN(: things happen in a flash.
I will Rdy to die anytime(: but I wan to land a backflips before I die(: Haha. If I die cause I learning blackflip that is so cool man!! Land and die? HAHA. Gina, I really love you but I can't do anything. I am tired of everything i am going to let go(: you are beside ME now biting ME-_- pain you know! Bendan haha. Shall post later (:

We shall meet at skygarden on 28/04/2021(:

Now I am in the bus going home. I will regret what I do now but maybe is the good thing? (: neither me or bobby must let you go and you will not feel bad to us or stress about us. So i choose to let you go since you dun wanna choose(: takecare of yourself and faster accept bobby(:
And must lastlonglong!!! I know you still can read my blog(: but i will still post everytime(: Takecare byeee~

just reach home and you called me and i nvr answer. sorry cant pei you chat on the phone while you walking home(: time to bath! BYE PPL!!!

baby, sorry but this is what i can do to make you stressless. cause i keep on ask you patch with me and who you choose all this! i know when i ask you, you feel damn stress sorry. but i will still be my your side!

take back your word that you choose me(: cause you are not rdy yet.
you scare if we patch, you will hurt me again but i am not scare.
i will not blame you if we break again. PROMISE!! I WAN A PATCH! I DUN CARE IF YOU WILL HURT ME!!! really!

2011-04-28T14:26:00.002+08:00

just wake up and i wake up late but you nvr call or message me): the 1st thing in my mind now is are you with bobby now ? cause ytd you with me, you nvr reply bobby text then now you nvr reply me haha. maybe i think too much bah! i bet you are SLEEPING NOW! cause you nvr go school bendan.i find myself damn funny sia. this is my blog and i type all about you HAHA. i really wan a patch with you): but i have a feeling you will stead with bobby. i hate to stay at home in the middle of the night cause i everytime think lot of thing and make myself stress.

2011-04-26T19:23:00.004+08:00

Late late reply): my mood keep change cause I keep anyhow thinking): haha. I am your veryeryvery best friend. Should I be happy or sad? I hate those feeling keep coming to ME. Sometime happy/sad/emo/stress or fuckup. This is the 1st time I feel so damn fuck up man. Not i at evergreen watching Vincent,andy and sandeep eat. Totally not in a mood to eat and just feel like blogging haha. I dun wan you to read what I write I am stupid to post infront of you =.= time to rest for awhile and wait for your reply.

just finish talking to you on the phone(: and my mood keep changing i dunno why too but i nvr show you any attitude(: i wanted to tell you, if we are together i will not trust you that much anymore but i will beileve what you say(: Sorry.
if we are tgt i will slowly trust you back(: you are the 1st girl that make me so wan to meet you and love you. i nvr have this feeling before. i tell you my past cause i wan you to know my past before we patch(: i want to know your past but i dun wanna make you cry again so i try my best not to ask you anymore(: you tell me you will tell bobby that you like me ? when will the day be ? andand i am the 1st person to jio you then bobby jio you de(: that time i stop messageing you not because you late reply me, is beacuse i know bobby going after you and you dun like me that is why i nvr bother to spam message at you haha!~

2011-04-26T01:27:00.002+08:00

dumbdumb <3 HAHAHA! i love you too deep and i cant bear to leave you.
but whenever i hear b message you or call you i will get angry and j very easy sia. ): you told me just now he called you and wan to chat with you but you dun feel like. HAHA! i love your reply to him. but if you really like him just accept him and i will not fan ni liao(: haha. i just wan you to be happy and forget about the past.
you told me you scare you will hurt me again, i also scare (: but i will nvr blame you. if you choose b or me, pls put in effort to forget the other person(:
i tell my friend you like both ppl at a time, everyone like WHATTHEFUCK haha.
i wanted to leave you cause b jio-ing you 1st but i can bear to leave you):

2011-04-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

You are right infront of ME now and you are staring at ME =.= haha. I really hope we can go back to the past and patch back tgt. But you can't forget that bobby. I understand, I will just wait and see what you have choose(: I really love you lot.. ):

We at j8 now and you are in the toilet haha. I think this will be the last time we meet bah.. (:

2011-04-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

i want to make you hate me. but i feel so bad now cause i making you go crazy but you nvr hate me): i really sorry for telling deep all those thing. i feel damn bad now): and making you really wan to take those thing-.- i am worry for you but i wan you to hate me so you can forget me.

2011-04-24T04:22:00.002+08:00

i dun wanna say goodbye but i am tired of R/S.

My sis told me: if not happy. No point be together. i've learnt.
relationship is not just about love them. it's about the effort both of you wanna put in to make thing work. now she don't wanna put in effort. you put in only. you alos won't be happy. so it won't be love anymore.

My friend told me: fuck man. sucks. i know to say cheer up all these is unless one. but if she do this, then she not worth your love alr. all i can say is, get over her la. don worry man. don have her still got alliance(bmx) what haha and still have us(: remember what huffy say before, Sad because of girl is the most stupid thing to do.

thanks you guy for telling me those and cheering me up. i just need sometime to get myself up again but i cant trust R/S anymore. i putting so much effort in and this is what i get. (baby) i nvr avoid you, i just need sometime to get over this thing and i will reply your text. i just now cycle pass your school and the way i walk home. i think about you and i cant stop myself crying. HEY ivan you crying for a girl ?? this is like your 1st time doing that at outside.. and thanks andy(amk) and ken for spending the whole midnight with me haha. and talking cock and R/s.

2011-04-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

Feel like crying now but I can't cry infront of my friend ): I can feel this thing will happen and it really happen on today): i should be angry cause you are like playing with ME but I will not. Cause all my ex also break with ME de that is why I will not be angry(: but I really love you):
I dun wanna break with you):

2011-04-22T19:34:00.002+08:00

Feeling so fuck up now but I dun wanna tell anyone. You make me dun trust you. You at kc BBQ there. And you tell ME you go eat 1st but end up you nvr message me. I am worry for you but you are enjoying yourself over there. Call you 3time nvr answer until I call qw then you call ME back but you call ME back that time I really damn damn angry Liao. You say you kena lock at outside?? Then you so fast can call ME back -.- you nvr even message ME. I call you again you say you doing nth but you took damn long to answer my call. Maybe I am jealous bah, you yourself know why too.. We just started and making ME dun trust you.

2011-04-22T02:38:00.002+08:00

i have a feel you like him but if you really like him i cant do anything too.
just 4day and i am started to scared you will leave me.
really feeling damn down now. i need someone to ear...
i wan to post lot of thing in facebook but i dun wanna let you read and asking me all those thing.
this is the place i can say what i want and you will not know anything.
hope you will not ask for my blog. if you ask i will not tell you too.
soon i am going to block this blog and only let myself to read it.
cause i trust nobody but myself. i am weird no one will understand how i feel.
when i am hyper cause i feeling damn fuck up and just letting go all the anger on my bike and fall to feel the pain.. everyone have their own ways to let go their anger..

2011-04-11T21:36:00.001+08:00

Not feeling so good. I hate ppl late reply ME! I will feel so damn fuck up for nth -.- fuck it this is ME^^ you ppl dun like then fuck OFF!

2011-04-04T05:54:00.003+08:00

why people keep saying i am a hongster? and their reason is i played yj feeling =.=
too everyone out there think i am a hongster! I AM NOT A FUCKING HONGSTER!
I NVR PLAY BEFORE YJ FEELING, i break with her and stead with other girl cause i wan to make her jealous that is all. cause she @@!$)@!$*@)(%&!@*%^( dun wanna say).
i still love her now as always (: but she treat me very very cold now):
she happy i will be happy too (: haha!~ okay time to sleep and stop talking about the past(:

2011-03-27T21:17:00.002+08:00

I at ecp now sitting down enjoying the wind haha. Not in a good mood now. Today is not my day man. Damn tired and stress): will post again when I reach home(: byee~~

Just reach home): damn tired and hungry. And sorry babygirl I did not call you, I listen until that guy name feel so fuck up dunno why too.
Sorry about it(: pls forgive me(: haha. Wanted to call you now 11.45pm but I scare you sleeping so I nvr call (; hahaha.

2011-02-26T17:25:00.002+08:00

it had pass 49day. huffy how are you ??
i will not forget you no matter what.
i miss ur ridding and miss ur badly.

2011-02-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

1st thing. happy new year too all(: haha.

i so fuck up now, i can defer my ns letter and get back to study.
but my mum keep telling me cannot cannot cannot.
fuck i go the website and see liao can defer plus i found a school liao.
FML.

2011-01-24T13:44:00.003+08:00

U say u wanna meet me. Then u say u and a guy come and meet me ? WTF. Like this u better dun tell me u wanna meet me. Fuck it la. Why am I so angry-.- fuck la. I hate this feeling la -.-

2011-01-10T01:33:00.004+08:00

7/1/2011 huffy had a motor accident and past away..

this was too sudden. i really dunno what to say. this week i not yet meet him and enjoy the day with him. now he have gone to another world.
i really wan to go back to the past and spend more time with him.
until now i still cant believe he have past away.

(HUFFY I WILL NVR FORGET YOU) R.I.P(7/1/2011)

2010-11-23T04:58:00.000+08:00

I guess I have fall In love with you(:
But u can't feel it. Haha.

2010-10-27T08:04:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Today is my birthday, later going town and have the dinner tat not I want -.- I wanted to eat pizza and my mum tell me someother day then eat-_- totally no mood now. I just wan to have a simple dinner oso cannot, and eating japan food tat I dun feel like eating-_- 1more year and I am 18(: haha.

2010-10-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

2more day is my birthday -.- and 3more day is shu*** birthday ? HAHAHA!~
so damn bored, and my blog is rotting!YES!~
okay i will stop here, time for me to have a game of dota ahhaah !~

2010-09-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

1st thing! i found a job LOL! i work there i think got 1month liao(: time pass very fast, less ridding for me):

2nd thing! my job is kind of relax cause not 24hour got thing to do de. haha.

3rd: I love the timing too 8.30am-5.30pm. but everytime i 4.30pm slack to end work liao, cause nth to do after 4.30 liao(:

anyway i am ridding on every /friday/saturday/sunday! if i not tired i will ride on tuesday or wedesday(: haha! 1week i will ride for 3-4day (: wanted to quit my job cause i want to make my barspin better! but i cant, cause i need the money for next year on my birthday i am going to get a car license haha! with a car license no matter what u will not die! cause u can do delivery man anywhere and dun need scare no ppl wan to hired you!

haha. i have plan my life! if i wanna have a better life next year i will go study back(: but my mum wan me to go in ns then come out and study -.- i think like this i will not feel like studying liao lor -.- everyone like after ns is time for them to look for a job or sign on army la -.-

anyway check this picture out(:

i land or nvr land? LOLS

2010-09-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

my head is so damn pain now -.- and cant work for 2day $120 gone not yet plus ot FCUK!~ who going paid me ? LOL!~

going to make a street video out on next week, deadline will be 26/9/2010.
i have to work so only can take video on saturday and sunday! BORED!
okay, i tell finding street spot at TOAPAYOH/BISHAN/ANGMOKIO.
if anyone have it drop me a message at <<<<<< thanks(: haha!

2010-08-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

day 1-2 at bishan sp learn barspin, my left hand keep catch back but my right hand dun wan -.-
then ytd at ecp i got try barspin my right hand tap the bar and dun wan catch -.- 99% going to land sia -.- SIAN tml working will be ridding next friday bah(:

2010-08-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

start work tml -.- hope everything when smooth(:
will my mum fetch me go? LOL! i am so lazy take bus alone -.-

2010-08-21T07:21:00.002+08:00

friend's around me have change(: and we miss the past. who dun miss the past man.
i trying my best to get bad to my past HAHA!~

2010-08-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

tml plan. if the weather are good. i am going down bishan skatepark and try spine 360 if my ball are there(: haha.. after tat bunnyhop barspin with my knee guard on!!!

2010-08-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

SU**** message me sia LOL!~ and i am chatting with her now HAHA!!.
she message me i will post one time :D haha!~ i go pei her chat liao BYEBYEBYE!~~~

2010-07-25T14:25:00.002+08:00

friday and saturday ride ecp (: was fun change frame and my 360 still there(: haha.
saturday was a tired day ride till 4am then go home lol.. and now i feel damn tired leg pain -.-
later dunno wanna ride anot LOL! or maybe rest at home ? o.o okay i go dota liao haha! ytd nvr play -.-

2010-07-20T03:36:00.003+08:00

when NUH with my mum cause she dunno how to go and she wan me help her see the gps thing after tat drive 3-4time wrong way -.- u-turn there u-turn like fun only LOL!. after tat reach home rest awhile huffy message come and call me ride so i change my shirt all this and message andy and vincent see weather they wan to ride and both nvr ride -.- so i alone ride go bishan skatepark meet huffy they all and ride till 10plus home sweet home(: tml will be a better day(:
lot of thing in my mind now and i really cant let go. . . .

2010-07-14T03:15:00.002+08:00

boredboredbored. today pei my mum go work LOL!~ damn bored and saw lot of girl la -.- cant take number cause my mum with me haha. i think if i alone i oso dun dare take lor (: my balls keep running away when i dun need it, he come back -.- siansiansian!~ lol! tml maybe ridding bah (: 2day nvr ride and now i feel something i not yet done -.- LOL!~ dunno why lei..
oya ** i really dunno wat to do, so i will give up on you(: i have spend lot of time with u but u keep telling me u no time meet me june will have lot of time end up none -.- and i ask u, u tell me cause u dunno ur friend will meet u -.- ur friend meet u after tat cant meet me ar ?? u after ur dance i cant go fetch u ar?? okay, i think too much liao. u are just a friend not my stead i cant care and talk so much haha!~ maybe this 6-7month chatting with u is wasted? but i dun think so cause i get to noe you!~ (: 24hour busy de (: use computer or watching tv cant reply me de nice(:
dunno why i think sososo much now -.- haha! am i mad? someone can tell me ?

sign off: ivan h0™

2010-07-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

SELLING MY FRAME!!~ WHO WANNA BUY IT LET ME NOE THANKS(:

2010-07-12T01:20:00.001+08:00

ride ride ride. busying ridding and taking video and planning -.- LOL!~
still thinking wat kind of next video i wanna make. haha!~

2010-07-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

just now when to bishan skatepark and totally no ppl sia LOL!~ only me and gary ridding the whole park(: do lot of funny trick LOL!! tml maybe will ride again LOL!~ see how bah and saturday maybe going ecp(: heehee!~ okay i go bath and dota liao(: BYEBYE!~

2010-07-06T14:56:00.002+08:00

having fever from saturday till monday -.- and now i feeling more better(: my head is abit pain -.-
3day nvr eat rice too LOL!! 3day nvr smoke too(: okayokay i go eat 1st!~

2010-07-02T02:26:00.003+08:00

i am going to plan a day take street video haha!~ and will be more street less park LOL!~
just now when to ecp and my 360 getting better and better hahaha!~ LOL!
but flatland still cannot -.- damn sian lor. LOL!~ if i can 360 flatland i go where oso will do liao lor LOL!~ i now is go where oso do 180 but not 360 -.- siansiansian!~ and i am cashless liao!~ need job badly. anyone have job to intro me? LOL!~ i need cash!!~~~~ ARGH!~

2010-06-29T21:57:00.001+08:00

tml maybe making a street video(: all spot will be at angmokio there(: anyone wan to come do let me noe(: and see where to meet(: haha!~ okay i go think of the video liao BYE BYE~

i am falling back to ***** SHIT!~

2010-06-28T00:07:00.001+08:00

this few day busying shooting ride all day video (: and part 1 is done haha finally(: i can relax my brain. but soon going to take part two BUT need lorry LOL!~ okayokay i go dota liao!~

2010-06-25T02:21:00.001+08:00

ride at bishan skatepark today and halfway raining -.- wtf lor then we go block downstair play ppl call police -.- then the police come in skatepark talk to everyone and they say, if it is raining u guys dun go block downstair play the ppl staying at there called us. LOL!~ damn cock la. the word if it is raining mean if not raining we can ride at there? LOL!!~ okay tml maybe video taking (: andandand I AM BORED NOW LA -.-

2010-06-23T00:49:00.001+08:00

today ride at bishan skatepark(: after tat go beatty there slack and home sweet home tml have to work SIANSIANSIAN!!~ okay i go dota liao LOL!~ bye everyone!~~